I couldn't sleep last night. I couldn't sleep right now either.
Please God, please. Please help make this work. I'm so tired of all the screw ups. I soooo want this to work.
So near yet so far.
Seems I'm waging an invisible war. ~ Julia Fordham
When all the stars were falling, I reached up like you said. All the stars were falling and one hit me in the head. And I fell down, down, down. I fell down. ~ Lisa Loeb
So what is this weather, what is this darkness?
Why do I feel so alone? ~ Lisa Loeb
It's like, I have no right to ask him how he feels. Who am I to him anyway? I am not the center of his universe. I don't want to make an ass of myself. I've been in that road before. I have no right, I have no right... I have to freakin' say this over and over to myself. This is crazy. But I would embrace all this craziness if my wager would one day finally be replaced with certainty and happiness.
It's like, I can't even say that I miss him terribly and that I wish he was here with me. Who am I to say that? I have no right.